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Disappointment

Friday, June 25, 2010 • 5:01 PM • 0 comments

Unsurprising, we got back all the papers. Mine seems terrible. I did many silly mistakes which made me lost many marks. Feel disappointed on myself for doing such a silly thing. Wake up! Stop dreaming! My marks gone. I feel kinda shame at the same time as my classmates scored much more better than me. How am I suppose to tell my tuition teacher and also my dad. What will my dad says? Will he says " Oh girl, I didn't see you study so you deserve it. " ? I hate my science result. I HATE IT. I put lots of effort since it is my weak subjects but I got nothing back. I'm kinda fed up but I want to give myself another chance. I'll work harder for my final. I will prove to them.

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Monday, June 21, 2010 • 5:56 PM • 0 comments

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

-- Back to school again --

I was kinda nervous this morning. As you all know, we'll get back our results starting from today. I've predicted what I will get for each subject during the holiday. I'm preparing myself so that I won't feel too shock when I get it back. I must control myself! *no more tears* That's what I've told myself. I guess this time is the worst one ever. I know that. I can feel that especially for my language subjects. Awhh Man, seriously SUCKS! BM- I think I wrote the different thing compare with the question. I was quite confusing but I've no choice anymore since the time was limited. BI- Lowest mark ever? ( i think so ) How could I just leaved half of the essay blank? I need extra time! BC- Oh, this one really terrible. Kinda difficult. All the answers were confusing. Okay, how about others? I DON'T KNOW. Science subjects are my weakness. I know that and I'm trying my best to do better although the results keep disappointing me. I still of lots of thing to catch up. I need to work harder than others. *tiring*

FIFA World Cup!! I watched most of the matches. I'm having soccer fever now and I still don't know how I got it. XD

第三届全国中学华文学会领袖研讨营

Tuesday, June 8, 2010 • 2:30 PM • 0 comments

将题目打上的那一刹那，我知道这会是一篇很长的文章

第一天

星期六早上和朋友们去报到，我们竟然迷路了，幸好后来也让我们找到了。一抵达所指定的地点，第一个反应是“好多人哦!”。领取了一些生活用品后，就到被派发的宿舍房间放行李。整理东西的当儿，来自巴生的室友也抵达了。整理完毕后，我们就先乘坐巴士到大会礼堂集合。一进到去，场面相当壮观，很多人都比我们早到。我被派到的组别叫“寿春”。这个名字是楚国一个城市的名字。1150个人被分成4大组，分别是赵国、齐国、楚国和秦国。然后每一组分成很多的城市，每个城市大概21个成员。听了一个小时半的汇报后，就到了破冰的环节。我很紧张，很害怕。组里的每一个人都来自不同的学校，很多也来自不同的州。我在自我介绍时的声音，好像只有我自己听到。然后督导和我们玩了些游戏后，就要选城主、副城主和官史。我差点当上官史，这个职位必须每天写报告，300多字以上。我拼命摇头，我不觉得我可以胜任。现在有点后悔，应该把它当成学习的机会。

接着，我们就吃午餐。第一天的食物不是很好吃，还有点怪怪的。一点左右，就是开幕环节。嘉宾有罗忆诗、一名驻唱歌手和一名师傅。[ 忘了他们的名字=( ] 这个环节主要是说关于三好，那就是说好话、做好事和存好心。结果呢，三好的手势到最后竟变成楚国的手势，哈哈。第一个课程：领袖的魅力，是由王赛芝副部长讲解。然后就是团队精神，玩游戏！一开始是很尴尬，过后越玩越放了。接着，每一国要在十几位的城主内选出皇帝，是要根据游戏成绩的。结果，楚国破例地改变历史，因为楚国胜出的是女生。女皇!! 晚餐后，是团康环节。工委们教我们唱营歌还有各种版本的爱的鼓励。交流会：华文学会的使命，蛮不错。过后是研讨营理念分享，工委们办事效率很快，在短短的时间内，制作好短片让我们回顾当天种种的一切。11点才回到宿舍，我们还有宵夜吃呢。第一天的宵夜我没吃，因为很累和好多人排队。不用想也知道，回到宿舍后浴室爆满。

第二天

五点多就起床了。一大早冲冷水，要我的命！六点多下楼吃早餐。哇！好多好多人！S字形没有尽头。接着，到礼堂去。第一个活动是领袖个案探讨，谈的是华文学会面对的问题。听了很多来自不同学校的案例，很多领袖真的是尽心尽力地想搞好华文学会。过后是艺文活动，我参加的是花灯制作。看到很多了不起的作品。

师傅让我们做萝卜。我的作品还好耶。哈哈！（自夸）。午餐后是课程三：时事纵横谈。大会请了AiFM 的DJ们和我们交流。这个环节还蛮有趣的。

接下来是重头戏，文娱晚会！！每个国分成广告组、戏剧组、啦啦队和合唱组。我没有选择，参加了啦啦队，负责制作海报。大家牺牲了一些晚餐时间，进行讨论，每个人都很认真。筹备了两个小时后，就开始了。每个国在每个环节中所呈现的演出都很棒。真的很棒，很有创意。意想不到的是工委们也有表演！他们表演的是时装秀，每一个道具都是亲手制作的，很了不起。这个环节是全场的高峰，欢呼声和掌声没有停止。最后一项是传薪之夜。他们播放前几届和一路辛辛苦苦走来的短篇。营长和工委们说的话让我们感触很深。暗暗地灯光下，我知道，留下眼泪的营员，数不清。

第三天

洗澡后就开始收拾行李，待会儿，要带着行李下楼吃早餐。今天的课程是学会财务管理以及读书会。读书会讨论的书是《大江大海》。很惭愧的是，我并不知道这本书。这是一本好书，有机会的话，我会购买。吃了午餐后，最紧张的时刻到了。那就是昨晚的文娱晚会的结果。胜出的那一国将统一天下。原本成绩是昨晚出炉的，可是出现一些问题，所以延迟到今天。首先是楚国战胜赵国，赵国的子民变成楚国的子民，开心！接着是齐国战胜秦国，秦国的子民变成了齐国的子民。楚国对齐国。紧张...紧张... 结果，统一天下的国是能够改变历史的楚国！女皇万岁！楚国万岁！真是意想不到！！然后，到了发表感言的环节。很多很多营员们发表他们的感言。我也蛮想发表的。可是，我依然没有勇气走到麦克风前向千多位人说话。过后，我们又唱又跳营歌，很开心。我依然记得我们最后一次唱营歌，最后一次喊encore, 最后一次欢呼！依依不舍哦.

我感谢工委们为我们牺牲、付出。我看到他们的黑眼圈、疲惫脸色，他们没有抱怨。我也看到他们不是和我们一样睡宿舍，而是在宿舍大厅里的沙发、地上睡觉。真的很感谢你们，也很心疼你们！有机会的话，我会参加下一届！

Bad Day

Wednesday, June 2, 2010 • 6:58 PM • 0 comments

[ DEAD ]

Hey, everyone!

I just realised that my latest post was on last month. Kinda busy recently especially these few weeks. Busy with school mid-term exam. Too many subjects to brush up. I stayed up until 12.30 a.m everyday. Last minute study is so so so NOT FUN. Plus, I have short term memory. *suffer * I'm going to sit for my last two papers on this Friday. Chemistry and Physics Paper 3. *sigh* People told me that paper 3 is the easiest paper among the 3 papers. What if I couldn't get high mark for this paper? I just only know my Chemistry and Biology Paper 1 marks. Kinda down now. Both also got 30 something over 50. Gosh. Chemistry is still better. At least i got above 35 but then Biology below 35! I don't think I can score better in paper 2. *pray* I don't want be disappointed. I don't wanna feel shame on myself. Have no appetite now. The marks just ruined my day!

Random

Saturday, May 1, 2010 • 12:29 PM • 0 comments

I'm kinda emo this few days.

Many things happened on me. * Big Sigh

I expected some to be happened.

But some were just too surprising.

After thinking back what I've done,

I know that it is all my fault.

I can blame no one but myself.

I was taking things for granted.

* So stress

Going Karaoke with buddies tomorrow.

I wanna be relax~

RELAX~

Exhausted...

语无伦次

Tuesday, April 20, 2010 • 9:37 PM • 0 comments

前一秒的成就，下一秒就化为乌有

脸上的微笑，心里的成就感

在享受中被剥夺去

错愕的表情，来不及的反应

没有停止世界前进

胜利是否该隐藏欢乐，严肃不苟地走下去

挫败时又该如何应对

心里的疑惑像迷宫一样，找不到出路

尝试着克服，尝试着努力

但比什么都难修成果

想放弃的念头浮现出来，却没有退步的理由

一步一步地往上把爬

沿着没有尽头的方向前进

毫无目标，孤独作战，彷徨无助

别人想像的好离现实太远了

发泄不出的闷气，越撑越苦

乱！乱！乱！

语无伦次的文章！

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Monday, April 19, 2010 • 5:14 PM • 0 comments

For the very first time, I was paying fully attention during Chemistry lessons. Normally, I'll just sit on my own place and try to get what teacher is talking about. ( But I couldn't get it easily ) If I couldn't get it and don't even know how to solve a single question that given by teacher. I'd just fed up and started doing my own things. (daydreaming) Today's lessons was so much different. I paid my attention and I understand everything. *cool Gonna keep on doing this. I wish that it really works!

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